Pisau

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Mata pisau itu memandangku tajam dari atas meja dapur. Aku takut, ibu sepertinya tak menyadari pisau itu nakal sekali. Dia melihatku terus, ish kupukul dia pakai serbet: plak! Pisau itu terpelanting ke lantai.
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Sekarang matanya malah dekat sekali ke kakiku!
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"Ib...i..ib...," bibirku berusaha memanggil ibu tapi tak mampu. Aku takut sekali, pisau nakal itu masih disana.

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